{"id":5655,"date":"2015-06-01T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2015-05-31T23:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/instrid.sk\/uncategorized\/ako-sa-citite-ked-si-poviete-mal-by-som\/"},"modified":"2015-06-01T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"2015-05-31T23:00:00","slug":"ako-sa-citite-ked-si-poviete-mal-by-som","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/instrid.sk\/en\/archiv\/ako-sa-citite-ked-si-poviete-mal-by-som\/","title":{"rendered":"How do you feel when you say to yourself, \u201cI should\u2026\u201d?"},"content":{"rendered":"

Na ko\u013eko \u013eud\u00ed, vec\u00ed, situ\u00e1ci\u00ed, svojich vlastnost\u00ed a \u010dinov nazer\u00e1te sp\u00f4sobom: Malo by to by\u0165 inak, mal by sa zmeni\u0165, mal by som s t\u00fdm presta\u0165, nemalo by sa to robi\u0165? Ja v tom momente c\u00edtim znechutenie, \u017ee to tak nie je; nap\u00e4tie, nes\u00fahlas, stiahnutie hrude a \u017eal\u00fadka, moja tv\u00e1r sa zamra\u010d\u00ed, c\u00edtim odmietnutie, v\u0161eobecne nepohodu. Nie\u010do je inak, ako si ja mysl\u00edm, \u017ee by malo by\u0165. T\u00e1to nepohoda vypl\u00fdva z vn\u00fatorn\u00e9ho boja proti realite.<\/h3>\n

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Martina Topalovic<\/em>
\nDipl. Energetikerin | Zentrum Effata Hainburg<\/em><\/p>\n

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JA si mysl\u00edm, \u017ee by mal svet vyzera\u0165 inak? Som ja Boh, \u017ee viem, ako by mali veci by\u0165? JA si mysl\u00edm, \u017ee by sa niekto mal spr\u00e1va\u0165 inak? Som ja dan\u00e1 osoba? Na koho poli sa pohybujem, ke\u010f \u201eza niekoho mysl\u00edm\u201c? Na mojom ur\u010dite nie. Nie je n\u00e1hodou mojou z\u00e1le\u017eitos\u0165ou len moje bytie? V\u0161eobecne sa m\u00f4\u017eeme zaobera\u0165 z\u00e1le\u017eitos\u0165ami svojimi, druh\u00fdch, vesm\u00edru alebo zdroja, Boha.<\/p>\n

Ja m\u00f4\u017eem zmeni\u0165 len z\u00e1le\u017eitosti, ktor\u00e9 sa t\u00fdkaj\u00fa m\u0148a, m\u00f4jho zm\u00fd\u0161\u013eania, m\u00f4jho bytia. M\u00f4\u017eem sa sama seba sp\u00fdta\u0165: Koho z\u00e1le\u017eitosti akur\u00e1t rie\u0161im? Ak to nie s\u00fa moje z\u00e1le\u017eitosti, rovno ich m\u00f4\u017eem presta\u0165 rie\u0161i\u0165. M\u00f4\u017eem prija\u0165, \u017ee situ\u00e1cia, \u010dlovek alebo vec s\u00fa tak\u00e9, ak\u00e9 s\u00fa. Ak si mysl\u00edm, \u017ee by mali by\u0165 in\u00e9, tak vediem vn\u00fatorn\u00fd boj, ktor\u00fd mi prin\u00e1\u0161a len nepohodu \u2013 bojujem proti realite.<\/p>\n

Realita je tak\u00e1, ak\u00e1 je. \u010ci si ja mysl\u00edm, \u017ee m\u00e1 by\u0165 in\u00e1, na nej ni\u010d nezmen\u00ed. Jedin\u00e9, \u010do m\u00f4\u017eem urobi\u0165, je zmieri\u0165 sa s \u0148ou. Prija\u0165 ju. By\u0165 v mieri. By\u0165 u seba. By\u0165 s\u00e1m sebou. Nau\u010di\u0165 sa, \u010do ma t\u00e1to situ\u00e1cia u\u010d\u00ed o mne, kde m\u00f4\u017eem zmeni\u0165 svoje vn\u00edmanie. Ni\u010d sa nezmen\u00ed, pokia\u013e sa s\u00e1m nezmen\u00edm \u2013 a potom sa zmen\u00ed v\u0161etko. A ak moje \u201eMal\/a by som\u2026\u201c vz\u0165ahujem na seba, moje telo, moje \u010dinnosti? T\u00fdka sa to v\u00fdhradne m\u0148a, a predsa som v konflikte s realitou – inak by som si to nemyslela. Vtedy sa m\u00f4\u017eem op\u00fdta\u0165: Ak\u00e1 realita je tu a teraz? Tak\u00e1, ak\u00e1 je.<\/p>\n

\u010ci u\u017e si mysl\u00edm, \u017ee by som nie\u010do mala, alebo nemala. Je to, \u010do je. Je to tu v tomto momente. Mojou z\u00e1le\u017eitos- \u0165ou je moje c\u00edtenie, zm\u00fd\u0161\u013eanie, bytie. M\u00f4\u017eem si dovoli\u0165 prija\u0165 sa tak\u00e1, ak\u00e1 som. Nesna\u017ei\u0165 sa proti sebe bojova\u0165. Nezra\u0148ova\u0165 sa, nenap\u013a\u0148a\u0165 sa rozporom a jedom. Porozumie\u0165 si. Je to na mne. M\u00f4\u017eem si dovoli\u0165 by\u0165 vo\u013en\u00e1 a vedom\u00e1. V mieri, v mieri sama so sebou a so svetom.<\/p>\n

A v mieri a prijat\u00ed n\u00e1js\u0165 silu pre kroky prin\u00e1\u0161aj\u00face zmenu. V sebe a t\u00fdm aj v okol\u00ed.<\/p>\n

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